[HCKing]

i kana the same experience b4 after my most fav WL went back china. in fact, it resulted in me gg into 'retirement' for a short period of time as i cant find a ready replacement for her. sex with other WL became a bore and a waste of $$, even with my other regular WL cos that special feeling and excitement is gone. as i am the type of guy who rather let go then die die clinches on to the hope of getting her back again i got myself up and managed to date a non-WL girl. with a new relationship it did helped me to forget her eventually but also taught me a valuable lesson nt to be emotionally involved with a WL cos unless i marry her, she will leave me ultimately complimentary with all the sleepless nights there after. not worth it lah.